During the last few months I've found joy in the most trivial things, like cooking for someone else, washing the dishes, laying on the bed watching TV with my special someone and filling a crossword. I never used to cook anything, I didn't think it worthwhile, because I couldn't eat all I made by myself anyway. But nowadays the oh-so-quaint scene with the woman having made dinner for her man when he comes home from work makes me feel important, needed and happy. I like to see his happy expression when his got a full stomach and he has enjoyed a meal I've made for him. :)
So, back to today, I made some easy dinner for me and him and we sat around at my place and tried to fill a crossword and then we went out for ice cream. I enjoyed myself immensely and I just hope he did, too. :)
Sometimes it's really hard to enjoy anything, but I hope that on that kind of occasion I will remember this day and the way I felt. Now that I've grown accustomed to someone else's presence I find it really hard to spend time on my own. I realize everyone needs time by themselves, but it's still really hard. Women, huh? ;P
Over and out.
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